The fear of Failures
Past life issues create the fear of failures
(A true Past Life regression Story…
All the names and other details have been changed
to respect the privacy of the client)
This is the past life story of a young girl who constantly suffered fear of failures. She was beautiful, of medium height, slim and had sharp features & jet-black long hair. She had excellent communicating skills. She wanted to explore the fear of ongoing failures through Past Life Regression Therapy. Once in the couch in my therapy room and deeply regressed, she effortlessly crossed the ‘archway bridge’ connecting this life and the past lives. Once in the concerned past life (most of us have an amazing and incredible gift in our subconscious
self of directly going to the past life and events, which relate to the crucial issues of this life) she started speaking in a deep and relaxed voice;
“I am a man with dark brown skin. I am fat. I work in an office as a clerk. I am a very insecure man. There are documents scattered all around me. It’s an important job, which I do, but I hate it. I don’t need the job so much but it’s important for me to do this job. I am wearing fairly fine and neat dress. I feel grumpy. This job has trapped me. I do international research, find secrets and sell them. My job is to find soft targets in weaker countries. I am a mercenary and do research on different country’s financial resources to exploit them in whatever way possible. I have been recruited in this office because I have very good eye for details. I work for the German Government. My job requires long hours in the office. I feel agitated all the times. I also feel guilty at times. We topple elected rulers and force our own agenda. This is 1918 and we are nearing the end of the first world war (interestingly the first world war ended in November 1919).”
“My work involves bloodshed. So many people die because of my work. If I make a wrong move, scores of people can die. I can’t afford to make mistakes. I am always very conscious of not taking any chance and make mistakes. But I have made a mistake. The soldiers were supposed to assemble at a predestined location but my calculations flawed and I made them change their direction. Though I had researched very well and informed them that they might be attacked but instead of sending them to the secure place, I guided them to a place, which was hit by a bomb, resulting in heavy casualties… Because of my wrong calculations they all got killed… I made such a deadly mistake… I am destined to live with its guilt for the rest of my life… I couldn’t even warn them in time to get out and rush to a safer place…”
From here she moved to the next important event in the same life;
“My superiors thought that I knowingly sent the troops to the bombing location to be massacred. They feel that I have turned a traitor and wanted to make and save enough money for my retirement. The German government accused me of treason and hanged me.” (Here I noticed her becoming breathless as if choking and asked her to take it easy and breathe slowly and deeply…) after a little while she dropped her head to one side and pronounced ‘I am dead…’
“Now I am out of that body and can see my body lying down on the floor… I feel as if I have wasted my whole life and made many mistakes… I was a very rash and impatient person… Though I was intelligent but I cared only about myself… I don’t wish to be rash and impatient again… I do not wish to jump on conclusions too soon…”
From here I helped her move to her higher mind and have the perspective of her soul and asked her that what was the programming from her past life, which is still influencing her thought process in this life.
“Being rash and selfish is really horrible. It’s like thousand deaths. In this life I need to be patient and very thoughtful… I need to serve others well in this life… I will take my decisions without being rash… I know have the discretion to pick and choose without being selfish… I can see that my fear of failure came from my past life’s rash decision which I took without planning well… I am sure I am going to sort it out, as I have understood it well… I paid for what I did in my past life… Now I can take decisions without the fear of failure and without being rash… I am appearing for civil services and my purpose is going to be to serve others…”
That was the end of the session. She is still in touch with me and when she came for the last healing session she appeared very positive and confident. Her fear of failures has completely vanished and she was very confidently and capably taking her all decisions with a quiet mind and new focus.