Category: Past Life Regression

Do not allow your phobia to control your life, Cure it.

Our thoughts and our emotions are correlated. Emotions result from thoughts. A negative thought can only manifest negative emotions, and we all know this for a fact… yet it is sometimes so hard to control that negative flow of thoughts and shift focus to positivity, right? Well… it “might” be hard… but it is very much possible. To help explain this better I would like to share a case study with you:

Fifty-five years old Shubha (name changed) came to me to deal with lizard-phobia. She feared lizards so much that she could not even tolerate the sight of them and would often faint if she spotted one anywhere around her. Before stepping in a room, she would first scan all the walls from outside the room to check for lizards. And somehow there was always a lizard – even in places where no one has seen lizards in decades! Over the years she started avoiding going out, whenever she could.

We started with her sessions. During the third session, while I was gradually working my way on taking her back to the time where the issue started – the root if it all – in a state of hypnosis she realized that till the time she got married, she was never afraid of lizards. She remembered how there used to be lizards on the walls of her home and it never seemed to bother her at all. She also remembered laughing when an elderly superstitious person told her that if a lizard drops on you or falls in your food, it is considered as a bad omen and something horrible can happen to you. After marriage one day, while she was eating lunch, a lizard fell in her food. Unfortunately, on the same day she had an argument with her in-laws which turned ugly. Coincidentally something similar happened again the next day when a lizard fell on her head, followed by a fight with the in-laws. It was then that she thought about what she was told by that elderly superstitious person about lizards dropping on someone or falling in someone’s food. This superstition started growing in her. She started thinking more and more about it every day. Her emotions around this thought became so negative that she started seeing a harmless little being as a danger, a threat. Whenever she spotted a lizard, she would lose her nerve and would run away to avoid it from falling on her. And the more she thought about it, the more it would happen. She finally understood this manifestation of her own negative thinking pattern. After two more sessions, that involved trauma reversal and positive reprogramming by letting go off the old limiting beliefs, Shubha easily reversed those negative emotions. In a follow-up session after 5 weeks she confirmed that it doesn’t bother her anymore – lizards or no lizards. I asked her to report to me if anything. It has been almost a year and I am happy to say I haven’t heard from her, except for the occasional festive greetings!

I agree and understand that sometimes it may be difficult to focus on positive thoughts when the situations are negative, but I know that it is not impossible. Had Shubha shifted her focus on working on improving her relationship with her in-laws and changing the overall atmosphere of her home, the lizard-phobia would not have even existed.

Hypnotherapy, and in some cases even Past Life Regression Therapy, teaches us how to control our thoughts and steer them in a positive direction. Book your session today to know how easy it is to deal with almost any situation in your life, simply by thinking positive thoughts and doing positive things. To take an appointment call +917042321200, Monday to Saturday, 11 AM to 6 PM.

Happy healing!

A wonderful healing process

Past Life Regression Therapy is an incredible approach to deal and manage the idea of life and death. It is an awesome experience, a delightful healing process. Lot of issues are resolved by just knowing and gaining an understanding that we never really die. And What’s much more wonderful is that inside every life are many lives that we experience each and every day, a lot of excursions we take, different paths that spread out themselves, in light of the fact that, the death is simply a transfer – an exchange – starting with one universe to another. So, death is, but, just one more life in another dimension, from where another expedition takes place.

What happens after death? Always our mind asks the answer of this question, especially when any of our near or dear ones die. We feel all of a sudden, some relationship has broken unexpectedly and wish there could be an association once more.

The first thing is to understand that we – as a soul – never die… death is not the end of the journey of our soul… it’s just a little break before we reach another life in any form… it’s simply a transfer from one world to another… simply one more life in another measurement, from where starts another trip…

What’s much more wonderful is that inside every life are many lives that we experience every day, many excursions we take, numerous streets that open up themselves. There could be a few high points and low points and pits and knocks on these streets… but as a soul, we do not stop the excursion in the halfway of our journey…

Now the question is “what is the soul?” Souls are energies. Energy never dies, it merely transforms. Energy is everywhere, in everything, every manifestation. There is energy in stones, plants, trees, flowers, insects, a drop of water, a speck of dust, animals and humans. The energy we are in this world and lifetime is not THE human – it is simply living IN the form of a human. In other worlds and lifetimes this energy has lived in other different forms too. And this energy will continue to exist in other different forms, lifetimes after lifetimes… So, regardless of all cultural or religious beliefs, we never really die. We only change our worlds and forms depending on the lessons we choose to learn and the reason for existing we decide to fulfill….

Through the sessions of Past Life Regression Therapy, we try to clear those karmic baggage and after the learning our lessons we can fulfill the purpose for which we chose this life and form to come in. After knowing “oh so that was how I left that body in that life and came here in this body in this life to learn this lesson and to fulfill that purpose!” and gaining an insight that we never really die, a lot of people’s issues are resolved.

So, why not try this wonderful healing process of Past Life Regression Therapy that has amazing benefits ? Book you appointment now…

Build a stronger and better relationship

A 26-year-old beautiful, kind and loving young girl came to my office and started crying in front of me “I don’t know why she hates me so much… I don’t know why I feel like killing her sometimes…” She wanted to know why she feels like killing her own mother. Her relationship with her mother had been challenging ever since she could think of it. She was moved to tears when she said “was this why she gave birth to me… so she could unnecessarily take her frustrations out on me? Why she blames me for anything that is not working out well in her life.”

This is an example of a painful relationship. This relationship may be with a family member –  with parents, with siblings, with a colleague, with a companion or a lover. But these relationship issues should be resolved timely, otherwise they will tend to develop with time, and gradually each individual will start reacting differently to those issues – those circumstances and emotions, and then it will be hard to resolve those issues.

Remember, as I stated in one of my articles, every relationship comes with 4 things –

One, Karmic influence from the past – our past Karmas play a huge role in defining our relationships with others. No one can force or decide for anyone to stay in a relationship beyond Karmic influence or fulfilment of Karmic debts.

Second, an expiry date – every relation has a time limit attached to it. When the time comes for it to end, it will end. No one can force or decide for anyone to stay in a relationship beyond the time limit of the relationship. As, every relationship has an expiry date.

Third, free will of the people involved – every person involved in any relationship has the choice and free will to leave or to stay. As individuals, we have the right and freedom to choose what we want and do not want. No one can force or decide for anyone to stay in a relationship beyond the choice and free will of any person

And lastly, purpose – behind every relationship there is a purpose. When the purpose, whether physical, mental, emotional or spiritual, gets fulfilled, the individuals involved in the relationship may choose to leave or stay. So, once the purpose is accomplished, No one can force or decide for anyone to stay in a relationship.

Everybody experiences relationship issues Sooner or later Throughout their life. And as you know, an unhealthy relationship may affect you very badly. Sometimes you may feel insecure, sometimes frustrated or confused or angry.

You may be surprised, but Love, forgiveness, empathy and kindness with a Positive, Loving & Peaceful mindset are at the foundation level of a healthy relationship. Having feelings of revenge, hatred, loathing, envy or disgust means that you are still holding on to it.

With the help of Past Life Regression & Hypnotherapy, you can build a stronger and better relationship with yourself, with your family members, colleagues, companion or a lover. And then you would be able to build a stronger and better relationship with the world…

Try Hypnotherapy or Past Life Regression Therapy today!


Joyful positive mindset

Get rid of Anxieties and Insecurities and Learn the art of Unconditional Happiness with the help of Past Life Regression & Hypnotherapy. These remedies do not replace medical therapies. These therapies aim at STRENGTHENING the SUBCONSCIOUS MIND by fortifying it with POSITIVE IDEAS to empower us. For example, Clinical Hypnotherapy is the process of evolving your consciousness and perception. It helps to increase awareness to treat a lingering physical or psychological problem.

These therapies deal better with everyday ‘normal’ emotional issues or Anxiety and help you in becoming stronger, happier and more positive. There are different levels and forms for anxiety which people experience differently. This can be a mild agitation you feel before doing a speech or a presentation in front of people or an extreme disorder that disrupts your routine and everyday life. This can be the result of a traumatic experience or event that happened in the past that made the individual fearful of it happening again.

Past Life Regression & Hypnotherapy have proved to being extremely successful and effective treatments for anxiety. The Hypnotherapist or Past Life Regression Therapist seeks to determine the root of the problem and tries to change the person’s perception which leads to an emotional dissociation from it and therefore getting rid of the anxiety trigger.

These therapies help very successfully to dilute melancholy and restore a JOYFUL POSITIVE MINDSET by filling the mind with positive ideas. For example, we often, unknowingly, tend to use words that project negativity when we, in fact, want to do the opposite. In my sessions, I have heard people say to me “I don’t want to feel sad anymore”, when they actually want to say, “I want to feel happy”. I immediately correct them by asking “if you don’t want to feel sad, what do you want to feel instead?”. And the moment they say, “I want to feel happy”, their complete personality and body language changes and there is a smile on their face.

Clinical Hypnotherapy and Past Life Regression Therapy are great techniques that help you understand and get in touch with the real YOU. So, for JOYFUL POSITIVE MINDSET train your mind to be Positive, Loving & Peaceful through Hypnotherapy and Past Life Regression Therapy.

Give it a try… There’s all to gain… nothing to lose…

Your ‘Sankalpa’ or resolve influences everything in your life..

“Look at yourself as a human magnet, constantly attracting what you think, speak and feel…”

“In search of the author…..”

  • Remember that day when you were sad? Go back to it for a minute and observe your thoughts, words and feelings from back then.
  • Now, remember that day when you woke up really happy? That’s right, go back to it and observe your thoughts, words and feelings again.
  • And then, remember that day you got stuck in that horrible traffic? So, what was happening then? Were you running late and thinking “the last thing I want right now is heavy traffic”?
  • Oh, and, how about that day when you were thinking about or missing someone a lot and suddenly, out of the blues, that very person called you or you bumped into him/her at a café or a mall or someplace? How good THAT felt, huh!

Great! You can come back to the present time when you’re reading this post, wherever you are, and let us take a detailed look at the above mentioned scenarios now.

What was really happening in the first situation? Maybe you were reading a newspaper and came across an unpleasant news and started getting too pulled into the emotions of it. All your thoughts and feelings were invested in that emotion, which was sadness. Following that, something unpleasant happened with you. Maybe a fight with someone you love, maybe a breakup… You just wanted to talk to someone and share those feelings, so you called or met your best friend, sibling, mom, dad, spouse, or anyone, and told them how consumed you were by this sadness – all in a hope that maybe they could bring you out of this mental / emotional mess. Your every cell was literally overflowing with sadness and all you were getting in return was more sadness…

In the second situation, maybe you woke up with a good news. Maybe your favourite uncle was coming to visit you, bringing you chocolates and cool toys. Maybe you were getting a new pet… or maybe you simply saw a beautiful dream. How wonderful it was to start your day with a big smile on your face! Do you remember how did the rest of the day go by? Happy and bright, I’m sure! You probably even said to yourself “what a lovely day”. Maybe you looked at yourself in the mirror and smiled and blushed at the glow on your face. In fact, you’re probably smiling and your eyes are twinkling just thinking about it right now… I wouldn’t be surprised…

The third situation is pretty much self explanatory and almost all of us have been through it, right? I mean, obviously, the last thing you would want when you are already getting late for something important is heavy traffic. But ‘what the devil’ you always get stuck in traffic just when THAT is your biggest fear! And then you wonder, “what is it with me and traffic? Why me?”

And now, the fourth scenario. I personally experience getting connected with people after years, pretty much around the time I am thinking about them with great intensity. Somehow a communication is established someway or the other. I either get a text or call or email from them, or they send me a follow or friends request via social networking, or I end up meeting them at random places. A few days back I ran into an old photography teacher of mine from college days at a restaurant close-by, when only a day before that I was talking to a friend about him and the fun memories with him and how blessed I felt having a mentor like him. How many times has that happened with you? Go down your memory lane… You’ll find incidents more than one.

So what do you feel is going on in all these scenarios? Are we, ourselves, in some way responsible for the emotions and situations we are experiencing? Think about it. How many times has it happened that you start your day with a news that affects you in a negative way and at the end of it when you lay your head on the pillow you can still say “this was the best day of my life!”? Or how often does it happen that a day that starts on a happy positive note turns bad, while you are constantly thinking happy positive thoughts – honestly… With complete surrender to that positivity? If you CAN think of such a day, go back to your thoughts then and you will find that you lacked complete surrender to that positivity. We really are constantly attracting what we think, speak and feel…

That heavy traffic? That was us.

That fight? Us.

That surprise meeting with that old friend? Us.

That super happy, positive and perfect day? Guess what… Us again!

So if something bad is going on in our lives, why is it so difficult to take the responsibility for it? Why is it so hard to look into ourselves and ask what we did to get to this and how can we change it? Is it our ego perhaps – that we can’t rise beyond the whole self victimization and think that wrong things are happening TO or WITH us and not BECAUSE of us? Don’t believe me, but when you feel that things aren’t going well with you, look within and ask yourself what you are thinking, feeling, doing or saying to attract this in your life. Then realise that if you have the power to attract negativity, the power to attract positivity also lies within you. You will be surprised how quickly you will get past your negative mindset and situation! Try it for yourself!

This becomes easier to do when you start working on reversing your old limiting beliefs and changing your old negative thought patterns. With the help of regular meditation and self hypnosis techniques, you can smoothly acquire a state of mind when all your thoughts, words and feelings attract all things positive. Learn those mind-blowing self hypnosis techniques and start taking control of what you allow in your life NOW.

Remember, what you give is what you receive. Throw stones and fireballs at the universe, and be prepared to get stoned and burnt in return. Give out your best intentions, gratitude, love, happiness and positivity to the universe, and watch as the universe gives it back to you!




Self Past Life Regression Therapy


Is it safe to try Past Life Regression Therapy on my own with the help of audios that are available online?


I am getting a lot of panic calls these days from people who are trying their hands on Past Life Regression by following certain self-help or DIY audios available online. These are the people who have never experienced the state of Hypnosis and who probably don’t even Meditate. Although listening to guided mind-body relaxation audios and practicing Self-Hypnosis – after having a good knowledge of it – are wonderful ways to heal oneself, I would request you to NOT EXPERIMENT with such a serious and intense process as Past Life Regression on your own. As tempting as it may sound, (AND free of cost) it is like conducting an open surgery on yourself not knowing how and where to place what organ and stitch back up. I feel rather relieved to hear people say that they tried doing Past Life Regression with the help of an online audio but felt nothing and eventually slept it out THAN hearing them say that they ended up feeling stuck, anxious, confused and scared and are now in need of immediate help and assistance.

Different people respond differently to and in hypnosis. A Past Life Regression audio can prove to be a nice general way of putting people in trance and may work for some to help them feel relaxed, but it almost always does not serve the purpose it claims to. Be sure to scroll down for comments before you plug in those pods. “Why?”, you may ask… Well… Read on…

Firstly, for Past Life Regression Therapy, before you go for the real deal it is important to first be familiar with a basic state of hypnosis and then to sharpen your visualisation skills. Not everyone is visual, but with practice one can train their mind to visualize vividly. An online Past Life Regression audio does not coach you to do that.

Secondly, if you DO have good visualisation skills and choose to go ahead with the recorded audio, there may come a point in the process where you can feel anxious and confused, not knowing how to get out of the situation you are experiencing. A therapist comes in handy then. Trained and certified therapists keep communicating with you to know how you are feeling and whether you need any help in any way along the procedure and, if you do, they know how and where to guide you next to let you have a smooth experience. An online Past Life Regression audio is not your trained and certified therapist.

Thirdly, if there are any issues you are looking to resolve with the help of Past Life Regression, then just exploring past life events is not enough. A lot of work happens AFTER your past life memory recall where, in the state of hypnosis, you are guided to your higher awareness to understand and clear out the programming from that past life that you are still carrying with you in this life. Only then can you really resolve that issue. And at the same time, let us say you wish to do a Past Life Regression simply out of curiosity but in the process, you come across an extremely disturbing and traumatic event in that life… An online Past Life Regression audio will not help you with clearing that trauma and you may come out feeling – like most people that call me after they try doing this – stuck, anxious, confused and scared.

So, to sum the whole thing up, a little friendly advise… Please do not try Past Life Regression Therapy at home all by yourself! If you want to benefit from the technique get in touch with a trained, qualified and certified therapist. You would save yourself from a lot of trouble and would any day have a much better and more authentic and genuine experience. Do all the research you must before finalizing on a therapist. Read about them, know their credentials, go through their blogs and articles, see how you feel about them and THEN plan the visit.

If you want to book an appointment with me, call me on +917042321200, Monday to Saturday, between 11 AM to 6 PM.

You can also send me a mail on [email protected]

Happy healing!

Healing transformations

It is such a great experience to meet our soul guides and to know that they are always there for us, no matter what. We just don’t see them (some of us) because we sometimes get off our track and shut down our soul’s eyes. But it really is very easy and oh-so-very healing to again connect with those divine souls.
How many times has this happened with you that even though you are meeting someone for the first time ever in your life, and you take a strong liking towards him or her? You feel that you have known that person forever? Or how many times has this happened that you have said to yourself “this is the first and the last time we would be seeing each other… I can’t stand him/her!”
With some people, it takes only a few minutes to build a lifelong connection, while with others it takes a lifetime to develop even a basic level of understanding. Ever wondered why? It’s because of our past life connections. These connections are beyond the debates and arguments of beliefs versus non-beliefs. They are just the way they are. For many years now famous scientists, psychologists and psychiatrists have been doing research on the subject and enough evidence has been collected, through practical experiments conducted in controlled and well observed environments, to back-up the theory of past life relations, connections and karmas.
During and with the help of past life regression therapy, people have been able to improve the quality of their relationship with a loved one by gaining a higher understanding of, and insight on, the relationship. Many people have been able to free themselves of their fears and phobias of this life by simply observing, understanding and accepting how and why they have been carrying them over from a past life up until now. Even physically people have been able to experience the miracles of past life regression therapy after their unexplained body aches, for which there were no medical reasons, have disappeared after visiting a past life where they saw the real reason behind the pain.
But, remember, Past Life Regression is Not Past Life Tourism. I never do Past Life Regression in the first or second session, since it is a very intense process. The first few sessions go in only educating, creating awareness and clearing my clients of their previously known limiting beliefs about Past Life Regression. They come with a lot of expectations, yet they do not know what to expect from the session. It takes a few sittings to help them understand the different types of (physical) forms or karmas or lessons they might come across, based on the issue they want to resolve. These sittings or visits also assist them in understanding how to deal better with all the excitement and curiosity and simply observe and enjoy the process and the experience, easily and calmly, in a relaxed state of body and mind, and to just allow the healing transformation to take place.
Some sessions are so touching and heartwarming that they make me shout out loud in my head “oh thank you thank you THANK YOU beautiful universe for such a blessed experience!”
To experience and explore these healing transformations for yourself, call me for an appointment between 11 AM to 6 PM, Monday to Saturday. If I’m unable to answer your call, just leave me a text message with your name and I will get back to you as soon as I get free.

Buddha Purnima

Health is the greatest gift, contentment the greatest wealth, faithfulness the best relationship. Without health life is not life; it is only a state of languor and suffering – an image of death. To enjoy good health, to bring true happiness to one’s family, to bring peace to all, one must first discipline and control one’s own mind. If a man can control his mind he can find the way to Enlightenment, and all wisdom and virtue will naturally come to him.


As I wrote once, today past life regression therapy may be a new thing, but for Hindus and Buddhists past life and reincarnation has always been part of the core religious belief. All Hindu scriptures are full of stories of past life connection in the afterlife. Reincarnation, not once but many times, has many references in all Puranas. There are many references in scriptures that Lord Rama’s past life was of Lord Vishnu and He further reincarnated as Lord Krishna in Dwapar Yuga. Goddess Parvati lived as King Daksha’s daughter Sati in her past life. Many such events in Puranas confirm Hindu belief in past life and reincarnation.

Lord Buddha is the 9th reincarnation of Lord Vishnu. Today is the festival of Buddha Purnima. This festival isn’t just the celebration of Buddha’s birthday. The Buddha Purnima is the celebration of enlightenment and death of Lord Buddha. It is the celebration of the basic beliefs of Buddhism – karunaa (kindness) and ahimsa (non-violence).

Celebrating Buddha Purnima or the Vesākha also means making special efforts to bring happiness to the unfortunate like the aged, the handicapped and the sick. As Buddha tells us: We are shaped by our thoughts; we become what we think. When the mind is pure, joy follows like a shadow that never leaves.

So, Friends! Let us celebrate Buddha Purnima to enhance Kindness and Non-Violence in our thoughts and actions, so that we can fill our society, our country and the entire world with the Happiness and Joyfulness and peacefulness.







Past Life Regression session is a wonderful experience, a beautiful healing process. A lot of people’s issues are resolved by just knowing and gaining an insight that we never really die. The wisdom, enlightenment and sense of relief it brings is so precious… so relaxing… so healing. Book your appointment today and experience the transformation – literally!

I never do Past Life Regression in the first or second session, since it is a very intense process. The first few sessions go in only educating, creating awareness and clearing my clients of their previously known limiting beliefs about Past Life Regression.

People have a lot of excitement and curiosity sometimes. And often this excitement and curiosity becomes a hindrance and blocks them from experiencing the process completely. They come with a lot of expectations, yet they do not know what to expect from the session. It takes a few sittings to help them understand the different types of (physical) forms or karmas or lessons they might come across, based on the issue they want to resolve. These sittings or visits also assist them in understanding how to deal better with all the excitement and curiosity and simply observe and enjoy the process and the experience, easily and calmly, in a relaxed state of body and mind, and to just allow the healing transformation to take place.

With some clients, even after gaining all the necessary knowledge and information about the process theoretically, when they first visit a past life they get too thrilled and their entire focus shifts on that thrill and they sometimes lose track. But that is just fine, because when they visit a past life again in the next session, they are much calmer and in control since they now know what to expect and their focus stays on just the process and they go through it smoothly.  Also, those who come to me to explore how they died, it is such a delight to hear them exclaim after their session – “oh so that was how I left that body in that life and came here in this body in this life!”

Book your appointment today on: 7042321200 and experience the transformation – literally!

The facts about Past Life regression therapy

Many people call me for sessions consistently; some in light of certain significant issues that they are confronting in life and some essentially to straighten something up. Hypnotherapy and Past Life Regression Therapy are still new ideas for many people so clearly there are part of questions and myths around these practices. For instance, individuals inquire as to whether they will “get stuck” in some past life when they get their Past Life Regression Therapy done. The response to that is – unquestionably not!

When you visit a past life for treatment reason, your mind takes you back just to the time where the genuine motivations to your current issues are lying. The majority of this happens in the psyche in a profound condition of Hypnosis, while physically you are sitting simple and loose on an agreeable chair in your advisor’s office, totally protected and taken well care of by your specialist. You are dependably in control of yourself, regardless of how profound the condition of stupor or Hypnosis is. Your psyche is constantly mindful of your environment and of the present. So its absolutely impossible that anybody can ever “get stuck” before.

Individuals are additionally worried about the “symptoms” of Hypnotherapy and Past Life Regression Therapy. All things considered, you will be glad to realize that there are NONE! I can tally numerous advantages however. In a past life hypnotherapy session you are not directed any pharmaceutical for there to be any “reactions”.

Mesmerizing is a normally loose perspective, and unwinding has just constructive outcomes. At the point when the psyche is casual, the body is casual as well. What’s more, when the body is casual it revives itself, practically like in rest. In any case, in Hypnosis, not at all like in rest, you are more mindful of yourself and your environment. The individuals who hone Yoga will without a doubt have the capacity to relate when I say that the condition of Hypnosis feels like the condition of Yoga Nidra, or Yogic Sleep.

A man has even called me recently to know whether I have transformed anybody into a chicken or a monkey yet. I should say he was to a great degree baffled (crippled, to be more exact) when I let him know that such traps are just a piece of stage Hypnosis and have no association, at all, to the remedial part of Hypnotherapy that I rehearse and am acquainted with.

Hypnotherapy is an exceptionally accommodating and extraordinary practice that has helped numerous individuals, from various perspectives, to work with and mend their physical, enthusiastic, mental and otherworldly issues. Also, Past Life Regression Therapy, as my educator Tim Simmerman Sierra would say, is not a ticket to a ride in an entertainment mecca. These are not kidding strategies with stunning advantages. One may work preferred for you over the other. Discover for yourself… book your session today!

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